I always had a great belief, conviction, and faith in my buddy… that she will be there at my side… always, forever! But, sometimes, things change in your life drastically forever.. we’ll rarely have a say…and nothing much can be done.
One fine day, she stopped texting me, did not bother to attend my calls. I was left baffled without knowing the reason… This continued for about a week. All this was after I relocated to the new city where I currently live.. Then from my other friends, I just came to know that its only with me that she left contact. The feeling I went through when I heard it from them is inexpressible.. Oh God..!! It left me shocked.. But why?? That was the only question I had in mind… I left her one message to which I expected her to reply.. But she dint.
A week later from those same friends, I came to know that it was not completely her fault and that it’s because of her family situations that she was abstaining from contacting me. I somehow felt really convinced and thought that the present situation will change.
All these days, every time time my phone rang, I would just go rushing towards it expecting her call and would only be left disappointed. However, recently I learned that she is active in Facebook for the past two days (all this while, her account was inactive). And suddenly everything seemed so clear… She had resumed everything and it was indeed an express behaviour for letting me know that she was not interested in our friendship anymore.. I felt a wave of shock. Why did she do it to me? At least I deserved to know what my fault was…
She left at a time I least expected it… I’m still shocked… She will have her explanations in plenty. I do not want to blame her or find fault with for what she did to me. She will have her own reasons, I can understand….
Just a note… I may not be able to relive our friendship without its recent flaws, but I always had some great time with you.. And I loved you as a person and as a friend.
After all the things that have left us in two directions, I only find it apt that we both go our way… I wish you all the very best wherever you go and in whatever you do… Be happy always… My wishes…